I haven't said much about what has been going on with me but today is just not a good day. I really hate the changes because it seems as if I cannot find a common ground. I remember the days of being okay and now it feels like they are so far away. I know I can't bring them back but I want to feel some type of normalcy in my life.
The best I could imagine right is just not feeling like my body is holding onto everything it can. Smh. I will resist the urge to scream and beat my head against the wall but even that has become difficult. One step and one day at a time.
